COOL

It's almost time to become cool again. A new cool, this time; more refined. More me. This time, it will be a cool by default; I'm just letting myself out of the box. Can I help it if some of that tends toward cool? Ha. Riskiness usually does. And I plan to be risky; rather, I plan to not give a shit what anyone thinks, which is risky. You can't really 'plan' to be risky; it defeats the whole thing and makes you a poser. Or, at least not a leader.

Leaders and freaks and outcasts are cut of the same cloth; they're the same people. The risks just panned out in different directions. That's why the coolest of cats are always friends with those fringe freaks that the rest of the cool people torment. It's those rest-ofs that create problems. But they can't really help it. It takes enormous despair to live without caution.