Pyrrhic Victory

Pyrrhic victory \PIR-ik\, noun:
A victory achieved at great or excessive cost; a ruinous victory.

Dictionary.com's word of the day. My mental health is a Pyrrhic victory. Achieved by losing the guts of attachment to people I grew up loving. People I still love. Leaving a faulty system doesn't make those feelings go away; if only. Sometimes, the loneliness and heartbreak does feel ruinous.