Weepy
Going home tomorrow. Neko says the tour will lose momentum without me; I want to become a fulltime groupie. There's a great appeal to that, but it's a lie, I've discovered. I want the spotlight. It's true. But I love these others who command it with their talent and persons.
I miss my dog, but try not to think about her until I see her. I can get too freaked out worrying about not being with her, so I block it. Ever since she was a puppy and I kenneled her for a week. It was the worst week of my life. I know she's with Harry, and they have a true love thing going on.
It will be good to see Harry. And my cat. And house. And The Senate and a $1.25 Pabst Blue Ribbon. As much as I miss this life, I have another one that I call home. Integrating the two, that's the deal.
The massage wasn't a massage, but a guy pushing lightly on various parts of me. I didn't care if I fit in.
I miss my dog, but try not to think about her until I see her. I can get too freaked out worrying about not being with her, so I block it. Ever since she was a puppy and I kenneled her for a week. It was the worst week of my life. I know she's with Harry, and they have a true love thing going on.
It will be good to see Harry. And my cat. And house. And The Senate and a $1.25 Pabst Blue Ribbon. As much as I miss this life, I have another one that I call home. Integrating the two, that's the deal.
The massage wasn't a massage, but a guy pushing lightly on various parts of me. I didn't care if I fit in.
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